I'm sorry you are having a hard time. Lots of other people are, too. That includes people who are quarantined with other people and tearing their hair out because of that! https://medium.com/@BellaDePaulo/single-in-a-pandemic-not-the-same-old-stories-8bbf0bafcc02?source=friends_link&sk=8df5148150ce25585f1260e9efca7531